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I'm Thankful for the Bad Things
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I’m Thankful for the Bad Things

I have pinpointed this year to be full of both personal and professional challenges. For one, determining a conscious level of work-life balance that is satisfactory continues to charge in the direction of near-impossibility, as I find myself constantly assessing small and large changes that would work…

November 22, 2017
Earth to Future Mom Me
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Earth to Future Mom Me

It has been 1600+ days since the birth of my son, Jrue, signaling the official propelled junction of the motherhood journey for me. 4 years, 4 months, and 30 days ago, I spent almost 9 hours actively pursuing the birth of my son. I…

November 6, 2017
The Value of an Unlikely Partnership
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The Value of an Unlikely Partnership

I want to give it all up sometimes.   This grip, this irreversible clamp, is super-tight, cutting my circulation occasionally and making me wince and shake. I cannot move anywhere but forward through a darkness I hadn’t completely planned for, a quilted covering that I can…

September 25, 2017
Houses and School Buses
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Houses and School Buses

For years, I have piloted the same two recurring dream symbols. Months before my son, Jrue, was born in 2013, my subconscious began a biweekly barrage of dreams connected to houses and school buses. Yep. Houses. And yellow school buses. With my dramatic imagination and crisp…

June 30, 2017
Parenting Advice Vomit
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Parenting Advice Vomit

This week at work, one of the other employees admitted to me that he was going to be a father next January. Almost immediately, I emitted a high-pitched squeal of delight…and began to spew unsolicited parenting advice and need-to-knows. The disclosures were general and fast-paced:…

June 23, 2017
Love, Marriage, Baby Carriage
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Love, Marriage, Baby Carriage

Pressure can be good. A personalized, pressurized environment can provide positive motivation to perform higher or to burst through a wall of inaction or that of a time delay. Increasing bench press weights to boost strength, staying up later each night to rehearse a…

May 9, 2017
A Backpack Note from Dad
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A Backpack Note from Dad

Hey Jrue Bear and Mook, As we are coming up on your first year of life, Jai, and your fourth year, Jrue, I wanted to check in with you both to see if I’m on track. Well. Am I? I know neither of you can read well or even talk completely clearly at…

April 11, 2017
Team Infant Daughter
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Team Infant Daughter

I birthed a daughter in April 2016. Long before the evening she made her exhaustive exodus from our connection, I pondered the idea of it: what would it be like to have a girl living with us? When the hubs and I received the…

December 31, 2016